Now

When I suddenly feel things are going right, I admittedly get a little scared. I get scared because things can only last a certain amount of time. But I am working very hard on being positive, staying cheery and not thinking about the consequences before anything has even happened. 

I fear failing all the time in most or all aspects of my life. This is something I want to work on. I want to be ok with being wrong/failing. We only learn this way.

Live in the now. Failing is ok.

My cousin showed me this & I think it's so true.

I have had a great weekend so far. Friday night included a Skins-like party. Mostly spent in the bathroom. This sparks interest... It's interesting, but I'm not telling. And Saturday, day in bed. Saturday night meal time at the Indian restaurant with three of my closest friends. Sunday. Oh how I love a Sunday, especially knowing I also have the Monday free (love long weekends). I have spent the day make-up free. Chilled out and eaten lots of yummy foods. Including a cheeky Petits Fillous chocolate desert. Yes, and I loved it. 

I hope you are all enjoying your long weekends.

Jessica

Xx

Sleepyhead

Cakes finished. One eaten. The big one to go tomorrow! Birthday cake is yummy isn't it?! Especially when you've made it yourself. Not only does it taste good, it feels good too!

I have to say...It's been a long, wonderfully draining weekend. Although I have had the pleasure of spending it with my best friend, I have also had emotions flying everywhere! So it's early but I'm considering a bath, popping my heated blanket on and snuggling up in bed with a fruit tea and a film. This will make me all happy, excited and full of energy for my mummies birthday tomorrow!

I hope you've all had magical weekends. I need sleep. 

Sweet Dreams

Jessica

Xx